ohhh god I have been so negligent when it comes to my blog.... sorryyy. It's not that I don't have things to write about (I have about 7 drafted posts), but I just can't bring myself to finish them. It's not that I don't have the time, it's just that when I do have the time I am drained and can't bring myself to write something. I haven't forgotten about it though; I think about it alot actually... between obsessively studying, trying not to neglect my non Centenary friends, and trying to unsuccessfully de stress myself i am never in the mood and don't want to force writing something that will end up crappy. It seems like every time I talk to my friends on the phone it's like a commitment. The only person I talk to every day is Seol, but usually I get a call, stare at the person's name on the screen, and think to myself "Ok, if I talk to this person it will be at least 30 min. to an hour.... ummmm... I will just call them back another day." Am I supposed to feel like that? Most of my friends get pissed off if I don't call. My friend Emily isn't talking to me anymore and being completely over dramatic... it's going to be awkward when I go home for Thanksgiving. I want to talk to her about how she feels, but she has to be a freak and not talk to me. ohhh well I am sure she will come around eventually. My friend Sarah is the only one that understands that I can't talk to her for long. She goes to Georgetown and is even more screwed with work than me! hahahah. She leaves me delirious voice mails at 3am every now and then. Can't wait to see her during thanksgiving!!!!
Anyway, I am rambling and sounding like an asshole now... ok just wanted to say that I haven't forgotten about Mr. Blogg, and I want to write, but I start to feel all anxious about things and can't finish one entry... I guess I could have been doing one in the time it took me to write this.... ahhhh back to writing my damn research paper for FYE... I LOVE THAT CLASS!!!
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